Sunday, March 25, 2012

Just Scream!

Yesterday morning I got up, even though all I wanted to do was sleep in, due to exhaustion of being at the theatre every night this week. I had an audition.

It was an open call, and I had a show again later in the evening. I was worried there would be a long wait and I wanted to get there early and I already felt like I was running behind.

I have never auditioned for camera work before. I have seldom auditioned where a prepare song or piece wasn't required or where I wouldn't be learning a dance to perform. I was nervous and tired and excited all rolled up into a tight little ball.

When I arrived at the audition, there was only one person in front of me...and my stress level dropped. Then when I walked into the audition room everyone was nice and easy going...AND I got to quickly meet @suzemuze in person (I love meeting the Twitter world IRL) and my anxiety dropped even more.

I felt like the audition went well. I read, was interrupted by a street sweeper, read again, then received some direction and read again.

Then the best part, at the end of the audition they asked me to scream. Screaming isn't something I wanted to rehearse ahead of time. I wasn't necessarily "prepared" to scream. So I closed my eyes and wondered how I was going to do it. Then I opened my eyes back up, and SCREEEEAMED!!!!!

It. Felt. AWESOME!!! :) Partway through the scream I realized I was REALLY scared and not audition scared, but the fear that would cause me to scream like that, is the fear that I felt.

Yesterday was a very happy day! :)

With Love
~sarah~

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Location:Centrum Blvd,Ottawa,Canada

92 Decibels

(back for good?)

I've been performing all week at the Shenkman Arts Centre in a show called Journey, which is the title of this year's Yoriko's Shooting Stars. It's a wonderful experience each year, spending time with the other vocal students, preparing a wonderful show and getting an opportunity to work on the stage again.

There has been a lot of happiness for me throughout this production, starting first from learning and adding a wonderful new song to my repertoire in less than a month, which I didn't know I could do, to the wonderful feedback from cast and audiences alike on the song itself, to finally tonight.

For the past two nights one of the staff at the Shenkman Arts Centre has been checking the SPL (Sound Pressure Level) of our show. Last night's reading for the finale was 96.7 decibels (apparently an average rock concert checks in at 95), and we do it without mics or amps. But what made me extremely happy is finding out that my voice during my solo tonight hit 92 decibels un-mic'd :) :) :) I'm just tickled pink about that. I'm going to do research about it tomorrow since it's all new to me.

And I'm already working on tomorrow's blog (about something that also happened today...sooo much to be happy about!)

GOODNIGHT!

With Love
~sarah~

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Location:Jackson Ct,Kanata,Canada

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Gratitude and happiness

Today I am grateful for being able to sleep in on weekends, wondeful in-laws, and iced cider.

Today was a pretty fantastic day! Ian and I slept in (could've slept until noon, but we had things to do) and watched a couple of TED videos before finally getting up for the day. After a delicious cup of coffee, in which I only indulge on the weekend, we cleaned the house in preparation for a visit from his folks. Janet and David arrrived shortly after noon and after a short visit we headed out for Winterlude. We took them to Jacques Cartier park and I remembered all of the reasons I love Winterlude. It was the snow slides and the maze, the French Canadian folk dancers and the Ice Hogs, "La Tire" on the snow and a Killaloe Sunrise BeaverTail.

After a full day at the park, we hit the SAQ (Quebec's version of the LCBO) for evening provisions, and headed home. We made a delicious meal of tacos and opened the bottle of Iced Cider that we bought earlier at the SAQ.

It was wonderful to see the in-laws, get out to Winterlude and prepare a fantastic meal. I know, tacos don't sound like the fanciest of meals, but I made my own spice recipe for the beef and made a delicious homemade guacamole as a taco topper. I love working in the kitchen.

A great day all around :)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Oops...but LOTS this week


Well...already so much for my New Year's Resolution of posting a minimum of once a week! But I'm not going to let the 2 week delay deter me from picking it back up now.

This has been an extremely busy week and many things made me happy this week and all over the spectrum...of course mostly food related, but other things as well.

Out of left field...Jersey Shore made me happy this week. Strange and yes, maybe I should be embarrased that I watch it, but I make no apologies. I work in a high school and one way to understand the people by whom I'm surrounded all day is to watch what they watch. I also find it a great way to turn off my brain for a little while. Yes, Jersey Shore can be called the downfall of humanity, and our teenagers our watching this. But it made me happy this week because one of the characters, Vinny, suffers from anxiety and the topic became the main point of the show. There is so much depression, suicide and anxiety that our younge people are dealing with today. They are affected by what they watch in both negative and positive ways. I felt like the episode dealt with the topic in a very real way. He begins by telling people about his illness and about being able to talk about his anxiety and how important it is to be able to talk about it. He explains that if he was physically ill or injured everyone would understand but that it's more difficult when you can't see the illness. In an environment where drinking is praised, he talked about choosing not to drink, as it can only make the situation worse. He talked about ways he deals with his anxiety when the problem was only mild and that now that it has gotten worse again that he needs to remove himself from the current situation which is causing more problems and take himeself home to his family where he can work on getting better. Vinny explains that he is making the best decision for himself. I'm glad that a show with a very strong following of impressionable viewers has taken a look at mental illness. I hope that this episode helped a lot of people.

Other things that made me happy this week...food food and food. I made candied orange peel on Saturday, which is a bit of lengthy process but ended up tasting fantastic, although now I have a ton of chocolate dipped candied orange peel...anyone want any?

I also made a wicked broccoli soup. It's much thicker and heartier than any broccoli soup I've made before.

Broccoli Soup
1. Sautee 3 diced shallots and 3 minced garlic cloves in 2 tbsps of butter until softened and your house smells delicious
2. Add 1 tbsp chopped fresh thyme
3. Add the following root vegetables, peeled & diced - half a sweet potato, one medium yukon gold potato, and one carrot.
4. Add 4 cups of broccoli
5. Add 4 cups of liquid, I used 3 cups of chicken stock and one cup of water and a couple bay leaves.
6. Boil for 10 minutes
7. Turn down heat, remove bay leaves and add a cup of milk.
8. Simmer for a couple minutes to heat the mixture.
9. Blend.
10. Salt and pepper to taste.

Also, we hit the slopes for the first time this year on Tuesday night. We headed out to Camp Fortune for the 2-for-1 Tuesday night pass. It was the perfect weather...aka, perfect temperature only about -2 degrees. I'm a fair weather boarder and like to feel the blood in my extremities. If I'm cold, I'm miserable. It was fantastic to be out on the slopes again, and after this past week's snowfall I can't WAIT to hit the slopes tomorrow night. Wish we could go today...but the minus 30 wind chill is not conducive to my wanting to be outside.

Lastly, this was a fantastic week at work. I've now been in this role for 2 months. This was the first week where I've really felt like I know what I'm doing. Don't get me wrong, there is still a ton of information to learn and process and figure out in this role, but I'm slowly but surely feeling like I belong. I love working in a school office. I am an office manager/administrator but I love being a part of the education system. I believe that everyone who works in a school, no matter their role, is part of the learning process and it makes me feel that I am making a difference every day that I get up and go to work. I feel blessed that I am in this role.

So a great week down and as I enjoy the view of the beautiful, but cold, view through my living room window I look forward to the week ahead. There are so many good things going on that I can't wait to share them with you. And with that enthusiasm I hope to post more short and sweet posts this week about all of it, rather than one lengthy marathon of a post. :)

Have a fantastic week!

~sarah~




Sunday, January 1, 2012

New Years Day 2012

Today was a fantastic day filled with friends, fun and sheer laziness.

We had friends in from Toronto who arrived early yesterday. We stayed up until the AMs celebrating the new year. Before we headed to bed last night we all wrote down our new resolutions and intentions for the new year on slips of paper. Today after we'd all woken up and had a bite to eat we burned them in the fireplace, releasing them to the universe.

I love entertaining guests and the past two days have been brilliantly fun. I made so much food and although my kitchen is a bit of a disaster area right now, I couldn't be happier.

I'm exhausted and am ready for bed. I'm off to work tomorrow while the rest of the household continues to sleep in and enjoy their holiday, but I am looking forward to this opportunity to get in to work while it's quiet and start the year off fresh, with no mistakes in it.

I'm happy to be back to blogging, although I'm feeling a little disjointed in my "voice" right now. Hopefully my inner ramblings will sound more me-like shortly (or at least feel more me-like).

I hope all of your New Years's were as MARVELLOUS as mine! I can't wait to see what this 2012 has in store for us! :)

With Love
~sarah~

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Location:Jackson Ct,Kanata,Canada

Happy New Year 2012 - back at it!

So only one resolution this year, followed by three words of intention. My only resolution is one of the same from last year, which started off strong but lagged as the year went on. My resolution once again is to keep up with the blogging. I'm not setting a daily blog goal, but I resolve to blog regularly, with an "at least once a week" (hopefully more) attainable goal. :). So you'll hear from me on here more often again. As for my intentions...I've taken the idea from someone I follow on Twitter and I've chosen three words to shape and focus 2012. My words for 2012 are Family, Security and Joy. These are my focus for the coming twelve months and I look forward to sharing them with you you on here :) :) :) See you soon! With Love ~sarah~ Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Location:Jackson Ct,Kanata,Canada

Friday, October 21, 2011

Upsizing,

I've been using a small purse recently, but like all purses, no matter the size, I pack it full to bursting, usually meaning I can't do it up. We're heading to a cottage this weekend with my family, and since I'm using one of my smaller suitcases, I, of course, need a bigger purse. ;) My big purse has been sitting in my room. When I downsized to the small purse, I only moved out the most important daily purse articles. It's only been a couple of months, but I had to go through my big purse today to use it. (I also plan on using it as my secondary carry-on when we head down to the DR in a couple of weeks, so it's a job that needed to be done). And what should I find in one of the pockets...? A gift card from Starbucks. I left my old job in June, which broke my heart, but I received lots of thank yous and wonderful farewells from staff and students and families alike. It was a sad leaving but it was full of love. This gift card is from one of those co-workers. It just made me smile. It was in a card. I had forgotten it in a side pocket of the large purse when I did the downsize and I found it today. All of the love and gratitude I received from all of those people flooded back to me and back out of me as I fondly remembered working with them and being an important part of that team. I am grateful to be working and to being a member of a new team. Making new friends, setting up new roles and responsibilites, finding where I fit in best. I'm happy and excited and I know so many wonderful and fabulous opportunities lie ahead of me. It's funny how cleaning out a purse can be so rewarding. :) With Love ~sarah~